Dear Eca,
Today marks your 7th birthday in heaven, I know you are happy watching us from up there. Don't you worry about us. I know that you might be worried that I am having a hard time coping up from these past 7 years... I am trying my very best, so don't be sad. It is just so hard living these years without you on our side. I am trying to be strong for Mama and Papa. I know that my life has its mis-directions, it is not because of what had happened to our family.. it is just my way of coping up. I know that I will be fine.. you know that. Remember, I have always been a fighter. Mana ka sa akin diba?
Continue to guide us, especially me. I am now confused on where my life is going. Honestly, I am pressured by those who surrounds me who wants me to get married ASAP. Funny isn't? I am really not the type who would take extra time to think about these concerns, but I am just worried about Mama and Papa, since they might be wishing to see their grandchildren. Help me pray for the right one. I don't want to have any regrets which might be the reason why this has been taking time.
I will continue to live your life, your legacy. I am trying my best to be mabait, so help me Eca ha!
I miss you terribly, I wish I could see you soon, but that would be very hard for Mama and Papa di ba?
Guide me, and continue to pray for me, as we pray for you.... and most of all.. I LOVE YOU.
Love,
Ate
